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SEXUAL FICTION/ADDICTION
Looking for Mr. Daddy
To fill her void
~This story may be triggering for those with sexual compulsions
Most of the time, Sofia felt dead inside. And it wasn’t because she had an awful married life. She had a wonderful husband who treated her well and was a good father. It was Sofia.
She was depressed but didn’t want to tell anyone or go to therapy, so she concealed her sadness from her family. Instead, Sofia coped with unhappiness by having sex with older men, strangers she met on the sly. It was the only thing that satisfied her — the only thing that made her feel alive.
It started when Sofia was a child. Her father had died in the mines shortly after her birth, so she had no actual father figure. She watched her mother have a series of boyfriends. Most of her mother’s boyfriends, except for one, never paid Sofia attention. He was a kindly older man, gentle, who showed her tenderness. He touched her in darkened rooms and behind locked doors, but she never told anyone — partly because she was ashamed and partly because she enjoyed it.
Fed up with life in Russia, her mother took Sofia and immigrated to the United States. She saved enough money for the airfare and transferred her nursing license to an American hospital.
